SPM Class

Among the classes in ESG I ever been to, obviously SPM class stand out the most as my classmates are all hyperactive. I guess this is the class I'm looking for years. In fact, I ever attended many tuition classes previously and found out this is the class I fund of and lots of things I could learn where I never came across in other places. For example like vocabularies and grammar which are raging from

Adakah Hukuman Rotan Itu Sesuai Digunakan?

Dalam dunia yang serba moden ini, kerja guru-guru di sekolah semakin mencabar. Ini berikutan dengan pelajar-pelajar dalam ala ini semakin hari semakin liar sikap. Mereka menjadi lebih degil dan berani menentang guru mereka semata-mata untuk menunjukkan kepadaian dan kebranian yang dimiliki sendiri.

Memandangkan keadaan menjadi semakin sulit, kementerian pendidikan telah mengambil langkah proaktif untuk menyelesaikan masalah ini dengan memperkenalkan suatu sistem yang agak mengerunkan, iaitu hukuman rotan. Hukuman rotan boleh dikatakan suatu sistem yang berkesan terutamanya bagi murid-murid sekolah rendah, persoalannya, adaka hukuman rotan juga boleh member kesn efektif terhadap pelajar di sekolah menengah?

Berdasarkan suatu laporan yang dibuat mendapati hukuman rotan tidak sesuai dilaksanakan di sekolah menengah. Ini disebabkan pelajar sekolah menengah yang biasanya terdiri daripada golongan yang berumur 12 hingga 18 itu merupakan tahap dimana mereka masih mengalami proses tumbuhbesaran bahkan fizikal mahupun mental. Dalam proses tersebut, kebanyakan mereka akan bersifat liar dan mudahtersinggung, oleh itu, hukuman rotan memang tidak sesuai digunakan ke atas mereka. Sekiranya sistem ini masih diteruskan, pihak guru khuatiri mereka akan menjadi sasaran pelajar dalam hal balas dendam. Memang tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa pelajar yang telah dihukum oleh seseorang guru dengan sebatan rotan akan berasa marah dan benci akan guru tersebut, tetapi mereka masih dalam kawalan peraturan sekolah. Oleh itu, meeka seakan-akan meyimpan perasaan benci dan dendam itu dalam diri mereka sehingga hilang kawalan, lalu melakuka sesuatu yang tidak sepatutnya seperti mencalarkan kereta guru atau menumbuk guru tanpa memikirkan akibatnya.

Sepertimana yang dikatakan, hukuman rotan memang tidak membawa apa-apa faeadah kepada si pelaku dan juga guru yang terlibat,justeru suatu langkah yang lebih efektif haruslah diselidik dan laksanakan serta-merta. Antaranya ialah menggunakan cara bimbingan kaunseling atau guru-guru sendiri haruslah meluangkan lebih banyak masa bersama pelajar mereka agar lebih memahami seseorang keperluan seseorang pelajar. Selain daripada itu, mendengar keluhan isi hati dari pelajar serta memberi nasihat juga merupakan suatu langkah yang bakal mengurangkan masalah sosial di sekolah.

Sebenarnya, guru-guru juga boleh memainkan peranan penting sebagai seorang penjaga yang setia kepada mereka. Membntu mereka dari semasa ke semasa. Maklumlah dengan bantuan seorang guru yang berdedikasi, segala kesulitan yang dialami oleh pihak sekolah akan dapat diselesaikan secepat mungkin.

Kevin Davidson

Adakah Kepercayaan Karut dan Tahyul Perlu Dielakkan?

Hantu, jin, ifrit merupakan isu hangat yang diperkatakan oleh segelintir masyarakat yang masih berpegang kepada kepercayaan tahyul dan karut. Namun, adakah semua ini suatu kebenaran atau semata-mata mistik yang masih belum dibuktikan secara saintifik.

Berdasarkan pendapat pakar-pakar psikologi menyatakan bahawa semua benda halus yang dikatakan sebelum ini berkemungkinan hasil daripada imaginasi seseorang, kemudian disebarkan dengan menggunakan kata-kata yang bakal mempengaruhi minda seseorang secara agresif. Menurut Encik Kevin Davidson, seorang insan yang memiliki keupayaan untuk menjangka dan melihat sesuatu yang tidak boleh dilihat oleh orang biasa adalah dikenali sebagai "Sixth Sense" dalam dunia saintifik, kebenaran akan perkara ini masih belum ada jawapannya. Orang yang memiliki keupayaan tersebut sememangnya mampu melihat benda halus dengan mata telanjang tanpa memerlukan sebarang peralatan khas.

Mengikut pengalaman Encik Kevin, beliau merupakan salah seorang yang boleh melihat merasakan dam menjangkakan sesuatu perkara sebelum ia berlaku. Katanya, pelbaga fenomena pelik akan berlaku sebelum anda berpeluang melihat keadaan sebenar melalui intuisi anda itu. Contohnya, terlihat bayang-bayangan yang mengerunkan, berasa miruk dan fikiran menjadi kacau-bilau, ini terutamanya bagi pekara buruk yang akan melanda. Beliau juga menegaskan bahawa semua ini sedikit sebanyak berkaitan dengan kacauan dari jin atau ifrit.

Untuk membuktikan apa yang telah dikatakan beliau itu benar, pihak kami juga meminta Encik Kevin menjelaskan rupa bentuk bagi ifrit dan jin yang pernah dilihatnya. Setelah mendengar, kami berasa miruk dan berasa angin disekeliling menjadi makin sejuk. Barangkali itu cumalah suatu geragak normal. Memandangkan masa yang diperuntukkan itu tidak mencukupi, kru kita terpaksa berhenti menemu ramah beliau buat seketika, sekiranaya anda berminat untuk mengetahui yang lebih lanjut, ingatlah kembali lagi pada bila-bila masa...

日本女孩

那天，我獨自一人在梅花林散步。忽然，我嗅到一股無法形容的香味，有如牡丹，又如玫瑰，總之就是非常迷人的。這時，我趕忙四處張望，可惜什麽都沒見到。在失望的那一刻，那股香味好像慢慢地隨風而來。我又再次把頭往左右看。不得了！真的不得了！那可是一位美麗的日本姑娘喲。

“請問這位姑娘會說中文嗎？” 我輕聲地問。
“日本語、お名前輪なんですか？” 那位姑娘以日語回答。

爲了不必要的誤會，我只好比手划腳，希望她會明白我的意識。可是，那位姑娘不但沒回答我，反而以手遮臉嘻嘻笑。我覺得自己好怪，突然變了一位小丑似的。這時，我感到不好意識，就即刻低頭往前走。

“先生，請漫步。。。”

哦，難道她會中文，我很興奮的回頭望著她，她的臉頰看來紅了許多而我的心也不停的蹦跳。我還以爲自己患了心臟病！不是，絕對不是，那是男人對女人心動時的正常反應。其實，她是來自日本大阪。聽説是來找友人的。雖然我們的話題不到五分鐘之久，但我能很仔細的看到她美麗的五官。又大又圓的眼睛和櫻桃小嘴真是令人醉昏了。最令我心動的是哪個完美的身形，不止是一個簡單的苗條，手腳上的皮膚又細又白。她所有符合的條件正是我心目中的日本女孩。

我希望我們還會在下一個冬天相逢。。。

Shower Myself As to Soothe My Own

There are always ways to eradicate one's stress effectively. It is based on one's preference and their comfortability of choosing the mediums available next to them.

For me, standing under the flow is enjoyable. Whenever I feel stress, I would take a break and stand under the shower, let the current splashing on my back and chest. Imagine that the flow slowly wash off the stress and anything that burden me. Can I call it as water therapy? I think this could be a proper term. Of course, those who fear of water might not be an ideal solution for them. But thing can slowly adapt if you are physically and mentally prepared. Let me further my experience of being a hydrophobia for over twenty years.


The story begins from an evening when I was only nine years old, my family used to go picnic with my uncle's family at the beach a stone's throw away from my hometown. I have a gigantic size cousin who is a bit aggressive when playing something. He is the one who caused the first phobia developed in me. Whilst waded myself in a shoulder deep sea water, my cousin suddenly pressed my head down into the water. I was a weak boy who didn't know how to swim that I got fear and crawl under the bottom of the sea up to the shore. Since that incident, the fear kept on pestering me.

Few months later, my brother brought me to a large drain connected to the river. After crossing the drain, he left me alone on the other side while himself walked back to the car. to my horror, I kept on shivering as stared at the wavy current in the drain. I begged my brother for helping me to cross the drain, but he thought something funny about me and refused to offer his hand. Finally, I had to cross the drain my own pace by pace. Before reaching to the other side, I almost missed a step, luckily my brother grabbed at my hand and pulled me up. Since then, the fear developed even deeper than the first experience. It's totally awful for me.

Owing to the aforementioned incidents, I suffered from hydrophobia. Each time I stepped into the bathroom, the fear came. Worst still, when I pour the water on me, I felt suffocated and uneasy. Just in seconds I could finish my bath. I patted myself dried immediately and stepped out the bathroom. Strangely, everything turned normal.At time, when I was in bed, I could jumped out of bed and struck by extreme panicky. I felt utter desperation as well as suicide thought even came up in my mind. I ever seek for psychiatrist help, but to no avail, none of his suggested method could help me. It was the total hopeless moment I had had in my life.

Then, I started to go online and surf for any information concern with my condition. Finally, I came across one therapy known as meditation. At first, I didn't really agree with this idea because I had tried out ceaseless methods before as well as spending thousand dollars on my own. In the end, I still gave it a try.

To begin it, I sat still in an upright posture in a quieter room. Then, clear my mind by imagine a large box appear in my head, gradually I shove all the junks, worry, fears as well as stress into the large box and closed tightly. Next, imagine that the box sent off faraway from my body and vanished for good. I practiced this for months and in later days, something miracle really occurred.

The fear in the bathroom no longer exists in myself now, everything turn from fear into an enjoyable bath. Thanks god for blessing me and pointing out the right way to happiness in my life.

Kevin

擦肩而過

擡頭眺望那美麗的日落，讓我回想黃昏的你。還記得當天你帶著虛弱的身子，披著長長的黑髮，一步一步登上岩石頂端。正當我快步走向你時，你就不留任何言語，只給了我一個最深刻的微笑而輕生了。難道你忘了嗎？你之前所說的一切，而我願意為你付出的一切，不就這樣我們同意了嗎？你爲何選擇離開我，離開這美麗的世界。你曾答應過我，會好好的活下去，卻不輕易放棄自己而我也會一生一世愛著你，呵護著你，當你冷時，我會以自己的軀體為你遮開，總不讓你委屈。 你的離去，我永遠無法忘掉，你的微笑，都一直徘徊在我的腦海裏。如今，你讓我過著孤單生活，過去一切，已成爲我心中最美麗的歷史。我想了又想，這個世界已無法找到像你那麽單純，善良又美麗的女孩了。所以，我惟有的選擇就是。。。我們再相會吧！相信我`，愛是永恒的。 愛 是純潔的， 愛 不分你我， 愛 給了你我永恒的力量， 愛 是永不化解的結晶。


Kevin：（

OFF - COLOUR

Something wrong happen to me? I guess so, early this morning, as soon as I got up from bed, I felt extremely tired and weak joints in every part of my body. Then, I accompanied my mum to the town area for marketing. It's a routine in fact, after marketing, we decided to have breakfast at a cafe just a stone's throw away.

Suddenly, my mum came up an idea of visiting the new market town located in Stutong Tabuan, after her suggestion, I suddenly blew out and told her I didn't like going to the market area again. But, she insisted going there for a visit, I was very unhappy and drove speedily. Whilst strolling around the market, I remained silent and shown a very unhappy expression towards everyone, it seemed like people around me were all my foes! Then, I walked for few steps and refused to go on, just waiting at he entrance. My mum something in me, she just went of the market and commented me for having bad tempered.

I didn't blame my mum in fact, but just that at time I really had a very weird characteristic that other couldn't understand even myself. I think something really wrong in myself. Do I have to refer to any psychiatrist? or just let it be? I'm still a single man, as what I heard from others said most single men or women, whenever they reached to certain age but still remain alone, they might develop a weird character even not noticing by their own. But it has been very obvious from other's view that I certainly had this element. When I have very stable emotion, I will get frustrated and feel that life is meaningless or something about commit suicide even came up in my mind. I wonder what's really going on or should somebody tells me about my fault.

What did I do wrong? Should I have to suffer like this throughout my life? You know, each time I get mad at my family members, especially my mum and dad, I will feel very sorry in later day, yet I just didn't know how to express my apology to them. They are really patient enough and always bear with my strange mood. It's really a mind disturbance for me. At time, I think of going somewhere else where no one could see me, and stranded myself there for over a period of time without meeting up anyone else out there. Tell you more, even my friends around me having the same thought on me. I supposed to name myself after quirky man! Why life has to be painful yet suffering from all kind of dreadful ordeal...SAD....